Metamorphosis - Stage #2

Before my announced trip I've been studying for 2 weeks (and that's why I haven't answered some emails, sorry) to take the 2 last tests for my title of "Information Systems Engineer".. and I've passed them!! so now I don't have to worry about it anymore!! Amazing, uh!?

You may not believe this but I got my tickets to BCN 32 hs before the flight (12/19, the same day I took my last test) and they are not electronic ones.. so you can imagine how insecure (aka scared) I was about it.. but luckily I'm here now! pheew!

Unfortunately, I didn't get any news about a job I want to get [no more info for now ;) ], so that added a bit of nervousness to my head.. at least I'm sure this uncertainty won't last for a long time..

As I've anticipated, I'm in BCN and I'm staying in the hostel "La Palmera".

Here I was having fun with a friend and another great people, we were talking a lot, hanging around, going out, having some "tapas",.. in two words: enjoying BCN! :)

Yesterday I was walking around the city and taking pictures to the buildings which have a very particular architecture.. really awesome! (I'll upload some photos soon).

Metamorphosis - Stage #1

*tap tap* - Is this thing on?..

Well, in this opportunity I want to proudly announce that finally, and after so many indecisions and researches, I bought my ticket to Barcelona (aka BCN)!! so I'll be flying next Friday (12/21) and I'll be there till the first Friday of January (01/04)..

I don't know where I'm gonna stay yet, but soon I will hopefully find that out..

Phoenix

Today I'm tired.. so tired.. it's hard to imagine how tired I am of everything.. I want to brake rules, tear down walls and burn everything in my way.. I'm want a different life without persons who hesitates... so tired of that.. do I have to burn my mind with the flames of madness to be more normal?

Please don't ask for me for a while, I won't be online in the IM or responding to emails.. I have to think and reconsider many aspects of my life.

I'll die.. ashes to ashes, dust to dust..
and maybe rebirth.. stronger than ever, as renewed as a butterfly..

Turbulent waters

Sometimes there are lots of changes in ones life.. they can lead to a better or worse situation..

As usual, it's not just about changes but also decisions, choices, causes and effects. When the changes are present, choices are made considering everything we know in that particular moment we have to take some decision, so the feeling of regret of something shouldn't exist, because we always choose the path we think is better in that precise moment with that precise level of thought.

Nowadays I'm going through a lot of changes, and the decisions I'm taking are much riskier than usual.. I'm betting all, so I can win twice what I have, which will put me in a higher/better position, or I can loose everything.. with the very well known consequences..

Last Tuesday (11/27) I came from Mountain View (CA) and today I find myself in Arg without a job, because of an unwanted situation with the company I worked for and some risky decisions I made. Hopefully I will get another job soon in some part of this world..

I'm also planning a trip to Barcelona for the end of the year... there I would meet with great people from .ar, .de, .es and maybe .us , so it promises to be awesome!

/* Why do I always have to wait for someone else's decision? */

I'll keep you all posted!
Stg-