Friday, December 7, 2007

Phoenix

Today I'm tired.. so tired.. it's hard to imagine how tired I am of everything.. I want to brake rules, tear down walls and burn everything in my way.. I'm want a different life without persons who hesitates... so tired of that.. do I have to burn my mind with the flames of madness to be more normal?

Please don't ask for me for a while, I won't be online in the IM or responding to emails.. I have to think and reconsider many aspects of my life.

I'll die.. ashes to ashes, dust to dust..
and maybe rebirth.. stronger than ever, as renewed as a butterfly..

4 comments:

J.R.! said...

Ánimo!!

Seguro que unos días en Barcelona te ayudan a olvidar penas y a afrontar las cosas de una manera... digamos "diferente"!!
;-)

Cuídate mucho!!

J.R.!

Anonymous said...

Cheer up!!

I'm sure some days in Barcelona will help you to forget your sorrows and face things in a way.. lets say "different"!!
;-)

Take good care of yourself!!

J.R.!

Saint said...

Soon we'll see if you are right.. ;)

Anonymous said...

Santi:
what´s going on whit you, ok don´t worry, shit happens, by strong.
please read this lyric, Probably it helps you.

Take The Time

Images and Words: Dream Theater

Just let me catch my breath...
I've heard the promises
I've seen the mistakes
I've had my fair share of tough
breaks
I need a new voice, a new law,
a new way
Take the time, reevaluate
It's time to pick up the pieces,
Go back to square one
I think it's time for a change

There is something that I feel
To be something that is real
I feel the heat within my mind
And craft new changes with my eyes
Giving freely wandering
promises
A place with decisions I'll fashion
I won't waste another breath

You can feel the waves coming on
(It's time to take the time)
Let them destroy you or carry you on
(It's time to take the time)
You're fighting the weight of the world
But no one can save you this
time
Close your eyes
You can find all you need in
your mind

The unbroken spirit
Obscured and disquiet
Finds clearness this trial demands
And at the end of this day sighs
an anxious relief
For the fortune lies still in his
hands

If there's pensive fear, a wasted year
A man must learn to cope
If his obsession's real,
Suppression that he feels must
turn to hope

Life is no more assuring than love
(It's time to take the time)
There are no answers from voices above
(It's time to take the time)
You're fighting the weight of the world
And no one can save you this
time
Close your eyes
You can find all you need in your mind

I close my eyes
And feel the water rise around me
Drown the bear of time
Let my senses fall away
I can see much clearer now,
I'm blind

Find all you need in your mind
If you take the time